You are actually missing your Self. Deep inside your soul cries for your attention and wants you to leave all your negative emotions to the light of your soul to be transformed into love and fearlessness. Go to bed 20 minutes early, wake up 20 minutes early and use that time to meditate and see the gradual awakening that will give you the peace you are seeking outside ! Before you go out to save the world, save your self!
Shuddhaanandaa Brahamchari