Humans need love as much as food for survival. The law of the universe is what you give comes back to you. What you gave is what you are receiving now. Know that no one has harmed you or cheated you other than you have only paid off your karmic debt. You have what your karma decides. Meditation is separation from your dead past and unseen future and dipping in the bliss of your spiritual Being. Rejoice the gift of this day and what you have rather than what you lost.
Shuddhaanandaa Brahamchari