If you rejoice every  moment a tremendous miracle happens: do not ever feel guilty about yourself,  You are perfectly good as you are. This is the way existence has made you; Unless one drops all borrowed knowledge, one cannot be wise.The moment you understand this, the moment you accept yourself as you are: immediately you start growing because guilt disappears and cheerfulness enters your being. And in the climate of cheerfulness, growth becomes possible. This is the state of blissfulness and beginning of wisdom.